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Sunday, October 26, 2008

Decisions, Decisions

I don't know what I want.

What the hell do I want?

Do I want anything at all?

Why am I so clueless?

Why is everyone else around me so sure of what they want?

WHY AM I SO FUCKING APATHETIC TO EVERYTHING?

Friday, October 24, 2008

SNL and I are Engaged

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Art Taste Meme!!!

Your result for What Your Taste in Art Says About You Test...

Simple, Progressive, and Sensual

23 Ukiyo-e, 8 Islamic, 21 Impressionist, -27 Cubist, -27 Abstract and 11 Renaissance!


Ukiyo-e (浮世絵, Ukiyo-e), "pictures of the floating world", is a genre of Japaneseand paintings produced between the 17th and the 20th centuries. it mostly featured landscapes, historic tales, theatre, and pleasure. Ukiyo is a rather impetuous urban culture that has bloomed in popularity. Although the Japanese were more strict and had many prohibitions it did not affect the rising merchant class and therefore became a floating art form that did not bind itself to the normal ideals of society.


People that chose Ukiyo-e art tend to be more simplistic yet elegant. They don't care much about new style but are comfortable in creating their own. They like the idea of living for the moment and enjoy giving and receiving pleasure. They may be more agreeable than other people and do not like to argue. They do not mind following traditions but are not afraid to move forward to experience other ideas in life. They tend to enjoy nature and the outdoors. They do not mind being more adventurous in their sexual experiences. They enjoy being popular and like being noticed. They have their own unique style of dress and of presenting themselves. They may also tend to be more business oriented or at the very least interested in money making adventures. They might make good entrepreneurs. They are progressive and adaptable.

Take What Your Taste in Art Says About You Test at HelloQuizzy

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

I am a Fanfiction Addict (and that's okay)

Because I have nothing else better to write about, here are some more lists about couples I ship from various fandoms (no, you may not laugh. at least let me finish XP):

Harry Potter-
*Remus Lupin/Nymphadora Tonks
*Remus Lupin/Sirius Black
*Lily Evans/James Potter
*Harry Potter/anyone but Ginny Weasley
*Ron Weasley/Hermione Granger
*Hermione Granger/anyone, really XD

Naruto-
*YonKaka (no, i am not explaining. yes, it is wrong on so many levels that i wouldnt know where to begin. shut up.)
*Hinata/Kiba
*Temari/Shikamaru <-- LOOOOOOVVEE

Teen Titans-
*Robin/Raven (starfire? who's starfire?)

Trigun-
*Vash/Meryl/Knives <--you know it's the only hot way to do it
*Vash/Wolfwood

FullMetal Alchemist-
*Roy Mustang/Anyone (geez, roy, youre such a whore XD)


Well, that's all I can think of for now, so I better get back to paper writing. Yeah, that's right: I was procrastinating this whole time. Surprised much?

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Booze Turns Me Into an Idiot

I am the Designated Mother, the Designated Driver, the Designated Hair-Holder of One Who Throws Up. I am responsible, patient, and calm.







...Goddammit. I want to get drunk too.

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Okay, so maybe I should explain a bit.

I like alcohol. When I drink, I don't do it to get drunk, or to feel better about myself, or for any of those sorts of reasons. I just like the taste. I like the burning feeling of judgment-impairing liquid running down my throat and the variety of flavors and textures I can line my mouth with. I like the red, swimming sensation underneath my eyes.

To a certain extent. And then I realize that I'm slowly losing control and that I should definitely stop.

I hate losing control, by the way. I hate not knowing what I've been saying and doing, or being aware and not being able to stop myself.

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So how the previous post relate to the first one? Hmmm, I had a nice segway at one point, but then I forgot so...let me think for a moment.

................

Nope. I'll just have to get back to you later.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Maybe...or Maybe Not

Am I angry?

No, that can't be it.

Am I jealous?

Yes and no. Actually, yes, but not in the way you're thinking of.

Am I sad?

No, I got over that a long time ago.



So what is it?

Aah, I know. I'm frustrated. I'm annoyed. I'm...possessive.

I keep thinking I own you. That I am the original owner and will therefore always have a special sort of hold on you that no one can explain. Yes, I am irrational like that. But you have moved on. Totally. Completely. Without my say. You are footloose and fancy-free while I am still stuck in my dark little corner, so far down under I can't see anything to save my life.







So can you blame me?

Really, tell me.

Monday, October 13, 2008

Because I Could Not Be More Pathetic Even If I Tried

Home is where the heart is.


Dammit.








So be strong. Please be strong.

Saturday, October 4, 2008

[Insert Title]

At this very moment, three words come to mind -

1) self-doubt

2) uncertainty

3) anxiety




Q: Why the hell am I making a blog post on a Saturday night in college?

A: For precisely the same reason I skipped my senior graduation party to watch movies with my mom.