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Friday, January 29, 2010

And Here...We...Go.

Tomorrow I have a 7am shuttle ride to the airport. The study abroad application is due Monday, Feb 1. I haven't turned it in, and I'll be home in Georgia tomorrow.

Yet again, I'm fucked. Did I ever have a sense of self-control and discipline to begin with? I'd like them now.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Let's Elope, Jon Stewart

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Saturday, January 23, 2010

I Don't Know If You Still Read This But--

I miss you. I want to see you.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

What I've Been Avoiding

I've been posting pictures, graphs, and videos because I don't feel like writing anything or rather, I'm too lazy to write down everything I've been wanting to say. I still have Swahili homework to do after this entry, and I'll probably wind up catching a bare minimum of five-hour sleep again so I'll be miserable tomorrow in class but I'm making myself type all this out anyway in case any of you people who actually read this blog won't think that I've gone and dropped off the face of this earth.

I've lost my motivation is all. No biggie.

Since May 2009 I've been stuck in a pit of academic apathy. No shovel, no way out. I could try climbing, but why would I want to escape? What would be the point? What I originally thought was this ambivalent moment I had back on April Fool's Day last year about going to college turns out to be a full-fledged disease that's eating me from the inside. I can't tell my parents. I can't tell them that I've downgraded from straight-As-honor-roll high school student to pot-smoking, rum-chugging college slacker. How would I explain the slow and steady process? The growing sense of listless ennui? The sleepless nights in front of the computer, pretending that I was in another dimension far away from real life?

Maybe I could show them this blog. Ha, ha, ha, ha.

I've written this post before. Last March, two weeks before I went home for Spring Break. I should go back and re-read it, see if the two are just different enough so that I don't sound too whiny and redundant. Well, even if I were, I wouldn't give a damn. No one comes by here unless they have absolutely nothing else to do.

I keep writing little lists-type posts because I'm afraid to let out what's really on my mind. Once my thoughts are on the interwebs, there's no going back. I can click on a link and read them. They'd be real, on the screen in front of me and for the rest of the world to see. I didn't want to face the music, but I am now. Three paragraphs in, and I still don't feel any better. I got to stop. There's homework to finish.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Why I Enjoy Watching Vicky Cristina Barcelona

Thursday, January 14, 2010

J-Term Leaves Me With Unprecedented Free Time

Saturday, January 9, 2010

I'll Tell You What I Want, What I Really Really Want

I forgot what it was like to get what you want. Remember glasses boy from an early December post? Yeah, I'd been lusting after him since mid-November. He's very much a class douchebag whose opinions I don't agree with at all, and outside the classroom he's a Grade A whore whose junk I would not touch with a ten foot pole.

That is, unless I got drunk first.

So yes, we sucked face last night at a party, and boy did I forget how fucking sweet it is to get that something (or someone) you've been craving and craving. He was sloppy, but--please--so was I. I have no doubt in my mind that he went off and made out with another sloshed girl after our little tête à tête, but still. I. Got. What. I. Wanted.

Wow.

How often does that happen?

Let that sink in.

And...there.

Exactly.

To add a dash of humor to an otherwise surreal situation, my friends were two feet away from where the spectacle (or debacle) was taking place. I'm not sure when they'll let me live this down. I don't think I'll let me live this down. If I wind up having a dry spell for the rest of J-Term, at least I can look back on this one Friday night and think: Damn. I still got it, right?

Friday, January 8, 2010

Invasion of the Laptop Snatchers

My laptop has a virus. It's awesome. No internet. At all. I'll keep posting, but I have no idea when the problem will get fixed. Hurray.

Until then.

Monday, January 4, 2010

Strippercise

So I'm taking two exercising workshops for this month: Bellydancing and Core Strengthening.

I had Core Strengthening for an hour today.

I don't exercise on a regular basis. Ever.

I'm hurting.

Real bad.

Baaaad.

Ouch.

T_T

Anyway! Tomorrow is Bellydancing. Oh what fun shall I encounter there?

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Resolutions?

Just one:

Pass all my classes.

(Easier said than done.)