First of all, I should have just written the damn papers so I wouldn't be in this Situation right now. But I can't go back (which I've told myself time and time again) so all I can do is move forward. I should have that tattooed somewhere.
Second of all, I realize now (really, truly) that my parents are irreplaceable.
Third of all, the shit that's been going down in my Outside Real Person Life has been affecting my posts here (obviously.) I will rectify that in the upcoming months.
Last of all, I am really fucking horny. This problem is dwarfed by Bigger Problems, but that doesn't make it any less annoying. Sigh. At least my last Encounter has been very very Sweet to reminisce over.
Signing out for now.
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Crappy Post is Crappy
Friday, June 25, 2010
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Friday, June 18, 2010
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Like The River
I may be only 19 years old, but that doesn't mean I am incapable of feeling deeply or inept at hiding what's really on my mind. Has our generation devolved to the point where if what's going on in our lives doesn't show up on your face then it can only mean that we're emotionless robots or guilt-less, heartless sociopaths? Heaven forbid that we can act like emotionally mature adults. So for the love of God, ******, stop asking me if I feel guilty. Regretful. Sad. Angry. You repeat the same questions every day since the moment I told you I fucked up, and I still answer with the same response every. Single. Time. Of course I feel all those things, but that does not mean I'm going to elaborate for you.
Shut up and go away.
Friday, June 11, 2010
Thursday, June 10, 2010
My Stomach Won't Stop Churning
It won't stop because I just realized how far I've drifted. And I don't know if I can make it right.
Saturday, June 5, 2010
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