Willfully Blind

I suppose deep down all I really want is true intimacy, but I'm frightened of the vulnerability it would bring so I purposefully engage in careful, detached hookups that don't lead to anywhere dangerous and expose my heart to external (and internal) elements.

Yeah, I'm just a young, foolish girl.

But damn, I came close this week. I was dancing on the edge.

New York Minute(ish)

- ipad 2 for the relatives???

- one of them's picking me up at the airport right?!

- NTU BROCHURES/INFO/HARASS THE OFFICE OF ADMISSIONS

- moar sex ('cause I got laid AGAIN last night YEEEAHH--)

- eat one more time at the lucky boneless chicken restaurant thing

- buy one-day bus/train pass

- airport: via bus/train or taxi!?

- call mother dearest (SIGH) at a reasonable hour (like 8/9pm GAG)

- PACK

- Buy something Singaporey?

Priorities: I Has Them

I need to buy condoms because I could have gotten laid AGAIN last night, but no. No condoms. This shall be fixed.

The Rich and The Poor

I still haven't visited the schools yet. AARRGGHH--

I partied from thurs night to sunday morning. I am sleepy right now.

I made friends with a bunch of malay boys at the Rebel club. We hung out the next day. It was fun. I almost slept with one of them.

I watched Green Lantern and X-Men: First Class. First one was redeemed only by Peter Saarsgard and Mark Strong. The latter made me nerd-come.

I went to Club Zouk and danced until 4:30am. While there, I made friends with Danish boys. Then I slept with one of them.

UNTIL NEXT TIME.

Kaboom

Fuck this traveling-and-making-plans shit.

Fuck this untrust I've gone and traded for my good-girl-cred.

Fuck it fuck it fuck it.

Raiders of the Lost Anime

Anime Loot So Far:

- Strawberry Panic (complete)

- Mushishi (complete)

- Canaan (complete)

- Samurai Champloo (complete)


MOAR I SAY MOAR

DADADADADA--

1. 2HWarrior Thomas Hawke in a rivalmance with Anders

2. SHMage Teagan Hawke in a rivalmance with Isabela

3. DWRogue Rachel Hawke in a sudden!rivalmance with Merrill

4. FMage Helen Hawke in a rivalmance with Fenris

I am sensing a theme here in my DA2 playthroughs. Hmm, what could it be...

8D

60 Seconds

That's the average length of time it takes for me to cook up some words to post onto this blog.

That's rather sad.

What is this, Twitter?

Someday, blog, someday I'll make beautiful, thoughtful words again.

Selamat Datang

I think that means welcome. Uh. I think.

Spotted

In Indonesia for an indefinite period of time. Updates will be sporadic at best. Going to try my hardest to make 10-post quota. Wish me LUUUUUUCK--