I am sufficiently horny to consider making bad decisions.

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I will never understand little white boys. He contacted me first, was completely honest with what he wanted from me (unlike some), we come to an understanding of sorts, and then he doesn't bother messaging me again unless I'M the one initiating the conversations. Is he just taking cues from me and letting my bossy butt control the flow of whatever-this-is? Is he too lazy to maintain good(ish) relations with me? What is it???

And why do I even care? At least it's nowhere near as much as last time.