Lucky

Jewish Indiana Jones is such a fundamentally decent guy. I'm really glad to have found him. It's been so long since I had baggage-free, drama-free sex with a guy who read all the terms and conditions before signing up. The fact that we share a lot of the same intellectual pursuits/hobbies is just icing on the top of the cake.

I need to keep this guy around for my sanity.

I didn't even realize this until right this moment

wait did I really just fuck 3 different guys in a ten day period

huh I guess I did

Snippets

I looked into his eyes a few times. I've always liked his eyes. They're brown and heavy-lidded and so expressive.

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With no one around, he was very loud. I heard every wrung-out, guttural word in my ear as he came. I clawed his thigh as he cradled my head.

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I should have held him more. I should have kissed him more. I should have told him more things. I should have I should have I should have--

There was a moment afterwards. We were standing outside my car with the door open so the space (and us) could air out when I stepped forward and linked my arms around you, burying my head in the crook of your neck. You leaned in too, and the momentum caused me to rock slightly back and forth on my heels, a motion I maintained as your hands spread (and wandered) across my back, my waist, my ass, and back up again. For a minute or two, I didn't say anything. Even though the air was brisk and cold, I pretended that my body heat was enough to warm you--that I was enough for you. And then I pulled away so we could climb back into the car.

Welp.

There's lust, and then there's chemistry.

The former I can ignore, the latter I cannot.