I'm a Cold Bitch?

Shit, it's happening again. I'm getting bored. Not because I have nothing to do, no. I'm getting bored of someone else again. Alright alright I'll blurt it out, never mind how cruel it looks on e-paper: I am bored of my boy toy already. Hasn't even been a full two weeks and already I want to ignore his texts and hope he doesn't try anything when I come back home for the summer. Argh, I knew this would happen.

Why? Why do I do this? Is it because I suspect HE may be the one getting attached? Is it because I know too much about him now, thus rendering him uninteresting and normal? Is it because he's all the way in Georgia, and I'm all the way in Vermont? Is it because I'm so burdened with work now I can't be bothered with shit at home? Is it because I never even wanted him in the first place and that I simply received his advances in order to boost my cripplingly low self-esteem??? (Don't answer these questions. Please. I already know the answers.)

In any case, this sucks. I must get to the bottom of it. So once again, I discover another part of myself in college.