The End of an Era

Alright, first things first:

I still have a ten-page paper to do before my 1:00PM flight later today. Right. I should definitely get on that after this post. Anyway, now I can get to the real meat of this post: introspection and reflection!!! (and whatever "-tion" word you can think of.)

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One class grade for the spring semester is going to suck EPICALLY. I can only imagine how my parents will punish me (i.e. lecture me to death) this time around after fucking up AGAIN >___> Luckily, we will be in Indonesia by the time final grades are released into the Internet jungle. And I think I'm freaking out about grades too much. Sigh, again. Stop that @__@

So yes, this school year has gone by freakishly fast. Initially, it seemed to drag on during September/October, but now I find myself wishing to stay here for a few more days. Maybe a week. Or, I could just fly all my friends to Georgia, tadaaaa! XD No really, Middlebury had its FAIL moments, but for the most part, I truly did enjoy it here. I even managed to complete one goal of mine that was on a List of Things to Do in Middlebury: "discover" myself. Eww, sounds so cheesy, but that's exactly what happened. I think I know myself a lot better, and I'm also much more comfortable in my own skin. Granted, I'm still awkward as shit, but I like to think that it's a very endearing sort of awkwardness.

And now on to more random items:

- wtffff I just watched Grey's Anatomy season finale and son, that was some BULLLSHIIIT like WHAAAT!?!? George is not allowed to die like that. Nope, he just isn't v_v But hurray for the Owen/Cristina HOTNESS YEEEHH!!!

- I had a very crazy dream last night that involved a nail going through my hand, immediate first aid care, a car chase, a sketchy-looking school building, and The One Guy Who Refuses to Be Purged From My Thoughts Goddammit >__> Go away, you.

- I keep looking at your pictures on Facebook. Why do I keep looking at your pictures on Facebook? I am not hooking up with you this summer. Actually, NEVERRRR. NEVERRRRR. Stop looking at the pictures on Facebook, Esa! It's bad news, bad news!

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I MISS EVERYONE AT HOME!!! BUT I'LL MISS EVERYONE AT MIDDLEBURY!! AAHHHH!!! LOOK OUT, PEOPLE, ESA IS RETURNING IN LESS THAN 24 HOURS.