Keeping It in The Family

Hey everyone, remember that one entry where I told myself I wouldn't get my friend's sloppy seconds? Well, I didnt! I'm so proud of myself except for the part where I was thisclose to hooking up with one of her humongous crushes who LIVES ACROSS THE HALL FROM HER this past weekend. Yeeeaah. I am such a wonderful friend. At least I had enough sense to stop myself from doing the unthinkable and instead only had a ticklefight with him that went on for several hours. I should let you all know that I find ticklefights cliched and several kinds of lame. Apparently, I am also a hypocrite.

I need to confess though: if one of my other friends aka The Cockblocker had not been there talking with us in the dorm suite, I would have jumped on Friend's Crush before my buzz had a chance to wear off. The best part about the entire incident is that he was dressed for the Drag Ball. --> epic win. Something has to be wrong with me. I don't run into the middle of these situations on purpose. Shit just happens. (Riiight, keep telling yourself that.) However, when Friend grilled me for details between me and Her Crush, I could honestly reply back that nothing happened.

Well, I didn't mention the ticklefight because that doesn't count. No of course it doesn't. Which means the part where he pinned my arms behind me and against him, and the resulting half-hour long Tense!Spooning Session from that totally means nothing too. Yessirree. Neither is the kiss I gave him on the cheek in any way significant. I see no friend-betrayal here, do you? I've only told one other person this, and I intend to KEEP IT THAT WAY THIS TIME.

Why can't I just hook up with anyone I want? I don't want to have to care about whether or not my friends are interested in him/her too, or what the brown community here would have to say, or anything else! I had this golden opportunity, and it slipped away because I stayed loyal (kinda.) Gah, having friends can be annoying.

And now it's back to work -_-'