Stateless

Maybe I've failed so many of my classes is because I just want to stay in college forever and never grow up. Or that I'm a perfectionist and I think all of my written work is utter crap--either do it right or don't do it at all. Perhaps my self-destructive, self-sabotaging tendencies have finally reared their ugly claws and are dragging me down into a disastrous spiral.

Whatever the cause is, I beat them back this past fall semester. Barely. But I beat them. It's only a baby step, but I'm climbing out of the dark hole.

I won't let my insecurities prevent me from living an actual life.