Laundry Cling

I'm really tired. And I'm also really sorry. I'm sorry for always bothering you, even though you say that you'd tell me to go away if that were really the case. You haven't yet, but I'm waiting for it. I know I can be paranoid and sensitive and constantly in need of reassurance, but sometimes I can be very endearing...I think. I'm just scared that you don't consider me your "best"/"closest" friend here or something similar to those labels because if you didn't, then my only best friend would be all the way in Georgia. And then I'd be really lonely in college.

Truth is, I just want to feel needed. I just want someone to need me as much as I need them. I'm sure there's a better word than "need," but I've been running on 3 hours of sleep all day so screw you dudes.

I don't think it's hard to understand that I don't want to be "that expendable, forgettable friend."