Ex Marks The Spot

I had another motherfucking dream about you a few nights ago. Why oh why won't this madness stop? Is it because I'm still yearning to do and say all the things we never did or said when we were together? Is it because I'm still trying to apologize for being such a shitty girlfriend? Is it because I still have feelings for you? What is it, what What WHAT. Somebody tell me, please. I don't get this. Lately, all of my dreams have included at least two of these elements:

- a road trip/field trip of some kind
- a bathroom where illicit scenes take place
- sexytime activities
- one of the boys from my past/present/future(HAR KIDDING)
- someone I know, watching me/us
- a warped version of the school campus, be it Darlington or Middlebury

SENSE: this makes none.

I'm a virgin who's raring to go. Obviously this frustration will trickle into my dreams. I get that much. Guys keep making appearances because I had/have chances with them. I get that too. But what the Fuck are with the public bathrooms, and the piss, and the other unmentionables, and the public areas where I tend to get my dreamy freak on? Last time I checked, pee and shit don't turn me on. Sigh.

I need some normal REM visions up in here. Freud can't help me this time @_@