The reason why I can't describe my encounters with anything more positive than "fine/nice/pleasant" is because I want emotion behind the physicality.
The reason why I can't get myself off in front of someone is because I don't feel anything more genuine than lust for him/her.
The reason why I can't write good, soakworthy smut is because I've never been in an actual, functioning relationship where the affection is mutual, and the love lasts longer than 36 hours.
But I'm terrified of emotional intimacy.
Where's a compromise when you need one?
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Heat, Lack of
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